Please I have a number of pressing issues bothering me. I'm 29, deeply introverted & maybe because of that I'm not able to have real friends I can trust. I do get a little paranoid & highly critical & distrusting of people most times cos looking back to my youth people only come to me because of the little money or possessions I have. I get this feeling that they're always looking to take advantage of me & I get extremely cautious. I've also never really been in an intimate relationship probably cos my view about women, love & marriage is completely distorted.
Recently I met this runs babe in my area & I've been meeting with her. The last time I saw her she was all smiles, kissed me for the first time & blurted out "I love you". Now, I wasn't so brilliant in school, neither am I also socially intelligent but I have this intuitive ability to detect straight BS when I see it in people. I know she doesn't mean that & only wants my money. My question is what's the smart way to end this "thing" with this girl? cos she mentioned she had a BF in Port/H (I believe that anyway) & she'll only kiss someone who's a BF. Doesn't the kiss mean she wants me to be her BF even if only in the interim? Also what if I only want her as a fucck buddy, how do I tell her?
Most importantly, I'm at a place where I don't see people as people anymore. I don't like people, I don't trust em. I'm pretty much a loner & cool with it. If people don't want to rock with me for whatever reason then fucck em!
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